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I hate confrontations. I doubt there’s many people that love it but I really hate it! The reason I’m mentioning this is because I received an email from my MD yesterday that ensured I would be at loggerheads with him when I got into work. Having read the email about two hours before I actually got to work mean that I spent that entire time churning my stomach into knots and trying to keep my mind off it. It’s not that I’m incapable of standing my ground and being logical about it all. Hardly. When I got into work, the whole issue was cleared up (or at least settled) within five minutes but it was the way I built up the whole scenario in my mind that worries me sometimes. Reality is rarely as bad as what your imagination comes up with (and is usually better when it’s a good situation!) but try telling that to my nerves. It’s something I’m going to have to work on because confrontations are inevitable whether at work or home and avoiding them never helped anybody.
